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I'm lying in my bed on my stomach, reading some comic.
Sib leaves my view. It must have given up.
But suddenly I feel something warm and wet at my foot.
Sib must be licking it.
I kick its face and it runs away.
Before I finished my sentence, it already left my room.
I continue reading my comic.
It's about a society of children. They sometimes get attacked by adults. And then some of the children have to fight the adults and then they get eaten instead.
Of course that's unrealistic. Nobody would eat adults.
But it's still funny. Some parts aren't too far away from reality.
When you're still young you might think, adults are evil.
But of course they are not.
They are the ones who gave us life, so they are also allowed to take our lives again.
Besides that, my siblings have been delicious so far, so I can't blame them.
But I wouldn't kill them myself just to eat them.
And I also don't just want to be eaten by sib.
Suddenly mom comes in.
I didn't expect that.
It just teased me about eating me, and now I'll be the one eating it instead...
I follow mom to the kitchen, where sib is already waiting.
I never killed one of my siblings.
I know they are delicious, but killing them myself just feels wrong.
If somebody else did it, sib would just be gone and that's it.
But if I have to do it myself, I'll be responsible for it missing.
I'll always remember where they went.
If I could switch places with sib, I would do it.
But mom wouldn't be happy about that.
On the other hand I'm one of the older ones, too. Even older than sib.
So I'll probably be next anyway.
I thought, I wouldn't mind being eaten by my family, but to be honest it's not a huge difference if I or a family member gets eaten.
Do I really want to live in such a place?
Even if the comic I've read is just meant to be some kind of childish fantasy, maybe it has a deeper meaning?
Maybe adults are actually the evil ones?
I can't just question my whole life just because of some stupid comic.
I'll just prepare sib, and then we'll have a great family dinner.
So I just wash it, then remove its limbs and then its head as long as it's still conscious.
Then it's basically dead, so I cut the five body parts in small pieces and remove the bones and the organs.
The organs will be used later for some special meals, but for now I make some kind of soup with all the meat.
After I finished, I call mom and she tastes it.
Mom carries the pot onto the set table and my siblings immediately come in.
Most of them haven't helped cooking yet, so they probably can't imagine how this actually looks.
Only one or two of my five remaining sibs I think.
But I don't want to ruin it for them.
So we all start eating.
I also eat and it's delicious. But one small portion is enough for me for today.
After that I have to think about the sib I killed.
My sib was annoying, but it could also be pretty funny.
I liked to spend time with it.
It would make sense to spend time with my remaining siblings as long as we're still alive, but everything suddenly feels pretty pointless. I don't understand why.
After a while another one of my siblings gets eaten.
I don't participate in the meal, but everybody else seems to have fun.
What's wrong with me? Am I the only person who isn't suitable for this society anymore?
Not long afterwards, my mom wants me to cook another sibling.
By the way, it seems like she's already pregnant again.
I do as she said. I just kill my cute little sibling.
It always wanted to become a mom itself.
But now that won't happen anymore.
When it is prepared, dad comes in and carries the meal to the table.
But nobody else is there.
I'm supposed to eat the sibling I just killed myself?
No, I can't eat that much. I don't want to eat its at all.
I leave the room and tell my siblings that it's time to eat.
Then I go outside.
Lupin might be hunting for us out there.
But I don't care. I just can't. I don't want to become a child eating adult myself.
I don't even know what to do.
I just sit down on a rock.
Suddenly some other lepin appears.
I'm not sure what to say.
It's probably not smart to talk about my weird problems to a stranger.
But I can't hold back and tell it everything.
It feels like this lepin just told me exactly what I wanted to hear.
It was able to put my vague feelings into concrete words.
If I join this lepin, I'll soon be some kind of hero myself.
I always thought, ideas like this were just a stupid fantasy. But somebody else came to the same conclusions. Maybe it's actually true. We will fight the adults and save the children.
I understand its point. I guess it is right.
We can't just fight my parents. But even if we can't free my siblings now, even if we can't save all of them, maybe none of them, good preparation will be worth it.
In the end it's not just about them.
We might be able to free every lepin on the planet.
So after getting to know each other a little better, we both walk away together.
That's really weird. I just gave up my relaxing life with my family.
But I'm looking forward to see how much we can accomplish together.
Some lepin has a happy life with its family.
But one day everything about its life slowly starts to change.
It feels less and less comfortable, and soon things which seemed normal begin to feel surreal.